My parents barely spoke to me after I came out. Now, my younger bro is getting a “coming out” party.

Hi Jake,

This might sound petty, but here goes…

I came out to my parents 15 years ago. It wasn’t traumatic, but it wasn’t warm either. My mom cried, my dad went silent for three full days, and there was a weird moment where they asked if I’d been “influenced by television.” (To be fair, I was binge-watching Queer as Folk like it was still airing in real time.)

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It took years for things to feel normal. We got to a good place eventually, but it was a long road of awkward silences, cautious conversations, and more emotional labor than I care to tally. As the first openly gay person in my family, I kind of broke the ice.

Then, last month, my younger brother came out — and my parents literally threw him a party. Champagne. Rainbow cake. My mom posted a selfie with him captioned “Love is love.” My dad even made a toast.

I’m happy for him—really!–but I’d be lying if I said it didn’t sting. They rolled out the red carpet for him, while I was met with what felt like a cold brick wall. He got love, enthusiasm, and all the right words. I spent months trying to justify my existence.

I keep reminding myself this is what I wanted — for it to be easier for whoever came next. But part of me feels erased. Like I did the work, and he got the reward. No educating, no explaining, just instant acceptance.

Am I a terrible person for feeling resentful about this?

The Icebreaker

Dear The Icebreaker,

When queer people talk about progress, we often speak in collective terms: how far we’ve come, how much better it is now, how future generations will benefit. What we don’t always acknowledge is that progress comes at a cost, and some of us paid more than others. It’s not just laws and policies that evolve. Families do too. And often, it’s the first kid out who has to do the heavy lifting.

You weren’t just coming out, you were educating, translating, challenging expectations, and softening resistance. You were managing your own emotions and your parents’ emotions, too. That’s not just bravery, it’s grueling emotional groundwork, the kind that makes room for others to arrive more gently.

So, yes, watching your brother walk through a door you had to break down is bound to stir something. Hurt. Resentment. Maybe even jealousy. None of that makes you a terrible person. It makes you human.

And honestly? It’s okay to want some credit. Or a retroactive hug. Or even just an acknowledgment that your path was harder, and that you helped make his easier.

At the same time, I want to gently offer this: you did something beautiful. You changed your parents. Maybe not completely, and maybe not in the ways you needed back then. But you shifted something. And even if that feels frustrating or unfair, it also means you helped create a version of them that could show up more lovingly for someone else. It’s a quiet kind of legacy.

It sounds like you’re not asking for a party or a toast, just to be seen. To have your experience acknowledged. That matters, especially for someone who had to fight to be visible in the first place. If you haven’t already, it might be worth having a low-stakes, vulnerable conversation with your parents. Not to rehash old wounds, but to say, “I love that you embraced him. I just want you to know it wasn’t that easy for me, and sometimes, I still carry that.”

You’re not asking them to relive the past. You’re asking them to see it clearly.

As for your brother, he may not fully grasp what you went through. But I have a feeling he’ll benefit from hearing it, too. You paved the way. It’s okay to want some credit for how hard that was. It’s okay to grieve the version of coming out you didn’t get. And it’s definitely okay to feel what you feel.

And, hey, who says it’s too late for your own damn cake?

Ask Jake is our advice column by Queerty editor and Licensed Marriage & Family Therapist Jake Myers. If you have a question for Jake, email jakemyers@queerty.com, or connect with Jake even deeper through his LGBTQ therapy platform.

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